There is a first for everything...

For the record... starting a blog; a lot more stressful than first anticipated!

First there was the name...

Almost every name was taken to the point where even whacking my arm right across the keyboard would still show up with the sign of name not available.
Then came the irritating process of feeling as though someone has stolen your name and so obviously seeing what they're blog was like.... all about life and their day to day of course.

Just to set the record straight, my purpose for creating this blog is not to go into detail about my life and its going ons, but to express my hate and love for the yo-yo effect that life throws at us when just as we feel it cant get any better or worse, it throws a curve ball and completely flips the situation.
I for one still haven`t decided if I actually enjoy this little yo-yo but I guess learning to coexist with it wont hurt anyone.

It`s so weird how as you think of writing a blog, you imagine yourself to be this poetic genius that has such a way with words to where every swift type adds character to the text (and no pun intended when referring to it as character I might add). You think of all these scenarios where readers eagerly wait at home with anticipation as you publish your blog and imagine their smiles and laughter as they hear what you have to say. Coming back to reality now I can clearly see that the likelihood of that becoming true is extremely small, especially if you incorporate the fact that I specialise more in maths rather than any philosophical or thought-provoking subject. Not to say that maths isn't though-provoking, just not in the way that most people would agree on. 


So as going back to what I originally stated I would, my life has been a pretty big mess recently. I may only be less than a year away from entering sixth form but that doesn't stop any of the stress or fears from presenting themselves. As friendships fade and grow, you almost loose sight of who you can trust or why you want to trust them; but i`ll leave that for another blog.

*playing music in the background right now to help me relax and think but I can definitely back up the argument that the type of song that is next played on shuffle definitely determines what you write. Its currently playing He is We and its pretty soothing to write to*

So for now I guess good night and stay tuned for the next update ;)